Little Human


I want to be a good doctor to my patient, a solehah daughter to my parents, and the most important is I want to be a loyal kaliph to Allah s.w.t
Stay calm, stay cool.
Allah will always be with you. ^.^

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Midnight Mumble #2

Wednesday, August 23 2:08 AM 0 Atashinci(s)

Assalamualaikum :)

Suddenly got the urge to write something here tonight. Not about ''THE PATH #3'' as yet because too much to catch up with the MPW (Matapelajaran Wajib) ~ back to old school life punya style -.-
Approximately about 8 days before everything will end. And I will then go back to Terengganu for good. After how many years of going here and there, back and forth from Cyberjaya to Terengganu. Time flies really fast!
Something that I realize is that,
It doesn't need someone very close to you to share all your problems.
Because actually, anyone can do it!
Allah will definitely send someone at the exact time where you will need them,
There is no need everyday chatting over and over again with same person,
Because sometimes,
Strangers will also listened well to our stories more than anyone.
Sharing makes you feel better,
The feelings and stories that you keep to yourself,
Sometimes they need some sort of remedy.
And tonight,
Having a long chat with one of my friend really relieved my inside thoughts,
I literally feel better,
Although it is just a story from my side and yours,
From there we learn a lot how life goes on.
Dear you whom this may concern,
Be strong,
Allah will always be with you,
As well as I do for you
Little Human

The Path #2

Thursday, August 3 5:17 PM 0 Atashinci(s)

Assalamualaikum :)
Let's continue the story. Back to April 2014.....
April 2014
The day that I scared the most "The Professional Exams!".  Alhamdulillah all of us finally passed, some need to repeat the year but we all are no one to judge anyone's journey. All have their very own reason. The preparation for the exams was quite tough. I'm glad that time we had our own study group that we called as "Rumah Merah". Members are shown below, not in the picture are Fatin and Izzat. Gosh, look how serabai I was -.-

August 2014 - June 2015
Entering Clinical Years! A very fun journey though. And a lot of new things happened as well. Get to know Imran along the way. And yea here we are now (the stories later la eh). This years, I learnt that Allah had planned everything in this life. For whom you met, there will always be a reason behind. During this period of time, I lose someone I know for about 6 years. But alhamdulillah, getting to know another better person healed me through.

It was  my first time we try to encounter a real patient. Maybe that was why we were very excited in discussing cases over cases that we see. It was the first time that I heard the sound of mechanical valve that I can still remember until today.

Okay, dah blank -.-

Till then,
Little human

The Path

2:39 PM 0 Atashinci(s)

Assalamualaikum :)

Since my medical school already ended back in July 2017, so I decided to write briefly on how the journey in my medical school. First of all, sorry that this post might be in 'Rojak' (Malay & English). Hence, no grammar nazi or cikgu tatabahasa and so on. Suka hati la nak tulis apa kan. Haha

October 2011
First step in Medical School. First time naik flight and it was really a long journey. First time sewa rumah. First time I learn on how to cook! Yes, really. Dulu reti masak maggi dan goreng telur jee :(
So hard to contact your family (no Whatsapp at that time I guess - cuma Skype once/twice per week and call guna VOIP (something that you need to pay in Euro)
Tapi apa yang penting is that - jauh dari family ajar kita untuk jadi lebih independent and kena belajar untuk jadi kuat walaupun dengan cara terpaksa hehe
Being in Kasr El Ainy Medical School, Cairo University was among the nicest memory that I ever had.

Tapi, jodoh dengan Cairo tak lama. 2 tahun je kat sana. Then, I decided to go back for good. Situation not quite good at that time, sponsorship gave chance for those who wants to go back and continue to study in Malaysia. Yea, I took that chance!

October 2013
Transferred to CUCMS! Kenapa CUCMS? Seriously, I don't know. Ikut kawan je actually sebab dalam kepala memang blank. Anyways, Alhamdulillah sebab aku rasa memang itu pilihan yang terbaik.
You know, Allah will always give the best to his servant and He knows what is the best for you.

 Here, life starts new! New friends, new environment (although a lot of Arabs here in Cyberjaya), new hope and new JPA scholars (which is less in amount of course! haha)
New learning environment changed me a lot. It was like I was given a second chance to redeem all the weaknesses and failures that I had done back when I spend my 2 years in Egypt.
Masa tu dah jadi over-rajin, tapi lama-lama final year pemalas jugak. Hampeh -.-

That time, my only circle of friend is only my beloved transferred friend from Egypt. No more than that.
Sebab....all the original students looks scary! And I got a lot of my inferiority complex at that time.
And lastly, what I feared the most that time was the First Professional Exams that we need to take at the end of Year 2, to make us eligible to enter Clinical Years. Sebab takut sangat, stupidest thing yang aku buat is that, jumpa Dr Hamidah - ask her whether I can enter the year 1 programme and starts new.

In the end, I just forget my stupid intention. Remember what my mom had told me that time - "Everyone, all your friends got the same fear as you. Work hard and work with them."
Yea, from there, I learned that this is the path that I take. I can pass this one surely. Allah knows.

Will continue the story to April 2014 - The Path #2

Till then, bye!
Little human

New Beginning

Monday, July 24 1:22 PM 0 Atashinci(s)

Assalamualaikum ^.^

It had been a long while since I last posted in this page. The last time is about 1 year ago. Haha
So much things to do.

New things in 2k17?
I'm finally done with MEDICAL SCHOOL!
That's pretty much of a new beginning and end to my first tiny steps into medical life.
New challenges ahead.

There are too many things to write here. The stories of what had been in this last 1 year of my journey in medical school.

InsyaAllah this tiny junior Dr will try to share as much as she can here.
And this will be my ways to kept my memories also :)

See ya soon!